Attachment to place burns constantly in me, and many of the places where I once spent a good deal of time have recently crumbled and disappeared - clear-cut, sinkhole-swallowed, razed. I drew some of them on those fugue-filled pages, along with three eyes and a loaf of bread.
This is the most media-worthy:
In the video it's a serene event: a puff of wind, a light replacing a shadow. "Places" are built of these things, after all, what fills the empty spaces.
An assignment due later today asked me to find a landscape painting of a location near where I grew up and find qualifying features, surprising or indicative of the region. It surprises me how indicative of my insides my pictures of mountains always, always, always are:
Speaking of loss.. I miss my Olympus more now than before. I think it was stolen two summers ago during a drawn-out month of moving across town... or I put it somewhere... or I left it somewhere... I miss having a camera whose parts all worked, with whom I didn't have to wrestle just to frame and focus my pictures. It tightens my chest when I think of having lost it.
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