and science is our most occult of philosophies, filled with symbols, images, and tools 
- Conner Habib

 Gone looking for sex and finding only philosophy and science, again. And how often, too, have I read for science and been disappointed to find mostly sex. And in the midst of it all--magic in its most terrifying form--fear of the unknown. I need to integrate these things, make them not impersonal, the opposite rather. All of it should cleave to my own intimacy.

I'm posting these things because it seems most important right now to say something, anything, to break silence and rely on inertia to keep my thoughts and muscles moving.

And, elsewhere: As above, so below