With this warm, wet weather we've been taking lots more walks, and there are cats and dogs out in every yard to say hello. No photos, because I'm waiting to get a job before I spend any more on them.

Every night I've been waiting hours to fall asleep, waking from life-and-death dreams in a puddle of sweat. I've never slept like this and it's hard to know what to do now that sleep is no longer a comforting refuge to run to when waking life is too much.