It becomes easier to circumvent all unpleasant locations, drawing the circle wider and wider until it bends back around to trap me inside, there being nowhere safe left to go.
I had a whole post planned that circled around some kind of tragic-beautiful theme, but then last night I had a really great dream about the good kind of love and I don't feel the need anymore (because I can make myself happy in my head so well that it doesn't even need to be real?) Even in the dream on some level I was telling the story from the future, which takes real-life me several steps further from that experience. I guess what I'm saying is that I should've finished my post yesterday when I cared about it.
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